|
 http://joyfulher.tumblr.com/ - New to follow! | ||
|
Myself When DD didn't pick me up from school today (although he didn't promise but we sort of talked through about it), I was angry. Then I told myself to take bus home. And throughout the journey I kept thinking hard and I came to a conclusion. "Don't expect too much and maybe you will be happier."I was expecting him to come pick me up and he didn't. He was busy with stuffs and asked me to go take bus and wait for him at BP, that made me angry. I know I am petty. And then when he looked for me at my house All my feelings (buried past + today) came pouring out. Crying my heart out. Now I'm glad I did cry everything out cos' it made me felt much better. And stronger... And not to expect much more again Because I can do things myself. | ||
|
Hatred All in my mind was 'WHY NOBODY IS HELPING ME WHEN I HAD TO WASH UP ALL THESE STUFFS SPREAD WITH THE VOMIT'. I wondered and I flared. WHY AM I THE ONE ALWAYS VACUUMING/MOPPING THE FLOOR, WASHING WEEKEND CLOTHES ON MY BACK TO HOME DAY, CLEANING EVERYTHING, DOING THESE DOING THAT, MAKING FULL COMMITMENT AT THE AGE OF 22. WHY (LOTS OF THINGS JUST RAN THROUGH MY MIND, remembered how much I suffered and pushing blames to people didn't help me now and the past) Now I am going back to study tomorrow. I hope things will be better. I know for sure my life will be tough. I know sacrifices had to make. I just wish to be happy. But it's not simple. Not ever since when I started a responsibility, I had to face new environment, new human r/s challenges, new commitments and coping with time. And I realized that retail therapy helps and cooking. But retail therapy was too much that I got a warning (which I should was told to control). I hope that keeping shrimps (adopted from DD) will lighten myself up especially with my favorite Christmas moss. And note to self: talk nicely instead of commanding | ||
|
Thoughts Straight to the point. I always thought from the beginning Day 1 of our relationship, I made it compulsory to remember our anniversary date 3rd of every month and have a tiny form of celebration like going out or have dinner. And we didn't of course. Sometimes he forgets, sometimes I forget (which then I made the effort to mark out on my calendar) and the other times we didn't even celebrate at all. (Boys Like Girls - Be Your Everything) The reason why I deem it as important dates because I thought that by remembering 3rd of every month will have him remember the love that brought us together so that we can treasure each other better and not because we dated long, so busy with our lives, we get so separated. BUT, I realized I was wrong till today. I made a little fuss because we did not do anything for last month and not going to do anything for tomorrow. And then I realized the fuss was ridiculous. What is the point of forcing him to remember when it should be by himself? Why must 3rd be the special day and not the days I am with him together? (Like making dinner together, shopping, spending time on other days instead of 3rd) How silly of me. It's only when I think back for a moment, I realized DD kind of did some little nice things for me these few days (and not doing only because of 3rd). - knowing that my s100 died on me, he drove me to the repair centre & even volunteered to accompany me to get it back - accompanied and drove me to Suntech just when I mentioned to him there's promotion for sport shoes - accompanied me to walk all the way to JL for finding the alternative $10 white shoes - making to effort to bring me out when I am bored - brought me to eat Daily Scoops when I just briefly mentioned it (; - drove me to get my sports bra in less than 20 mins for $2.30 entry fee And I still grumbled a lot. Seriously, I realized I am so petty and grumpy! Theresa is so petty and grumpy. Theresa is not going to be petty and grumpy. TRY TO. Note to self: You got hands and legs, stop grumbling and do, earn and buy things yourself. (: Then maybe I can break free from grumbling because I relied too much on DD. Heh. Okay, end. | ||
|
Boy's birthday! Hello! It's 21 August already!(: It means that I am done with my two months work at Aviva (which I would say it's fun meeting new people and learning stuffs from them, not the work though!). And it means that I had celebrated DD's birthday too! This year was a good one. I had the perfect cupcakes (Twelve Cupcakes) for him as his birthday cakes. He liked it and so did his family & relatives as they cleared a dozen. I find it appetizing too, it's not so sweet for both sponge and cream and the sponge were very soft and fluffy. Yum!(: Chocolate chocolate is not nice though. Red velvet is the best (the one with cream cheese and has a red heart on it)!     HAPPY BIRTHDAY Lee Jun Xiang!(: And for his dinner treat, I brought him to Kiseki Japanese Buffet. The food were sumptuous! There's cold dish: Snow crab, lobster, crayfish, scallop etc.. There's ready to eat food: fried tempura ebi, cheese meatball, hat prawn, chawanmushi, fried garlic rice, black curry, skinny pizza, teppanyaki etc.. There's dessert: ice cream, fondue, waffle, fruits and cakes Their free flow drinks: coffee, different types of tea, and cold drinks The dessert was their flaw, quite little offers compared to other buffets. But overall Kiseki was an good dinner experience. I personally like it. The food was good except for the ice cream (it was so horrible).              And lastly, his present. I got him a $10 shirt initially because that was what he allowed me to buy. But today, I got an add-on for him, another pants that cost slightly more for him because it's nice and he will use it very often. Hence, I close this post saying: It was an successful celebration!(:  
happy 22 love!
| ||
|
after so long I got a job at a finance company. I have been working for about two and half weeks now. Well, it's quite a boring job because it's all about data entry. And it's worse when there's nothing to do! Haha, I am surviving for the pay! And great news, my pay just increased to $7/hr this month! HURRAY!(: Well, today is the 3RD of the JULY. HAPPY 33 months ANNI to us DD! (though he didn't wish me :(...) We had a early celebration dinner for it at Ippudo Singapore (DD's recommendation). Ippundo is located at Mandarin Gallery. The queue was quite long. It took us about 20 minutes to get seats! Their service was efficient, they took us our orders fast and the food came less than 15 minutes. 
I do recommend you to try out, it's really awesome. $15 for norm. $17 for the spicy miso! TRY IT!(: | ||
|
$190 lesson Everybody has his or her downside of life. Today, I am having like one. I received a call regard about a job but I rejected it partially because of the location and the duration of work. I was thinking to myself, am I been so choosy when I know I desperately need a job? I guess it wasn't up to the type of job qualities I am targeting therefore, I rejected it. PLEASE LET ME GET A GOOD 3 MONTHS + JOB! :( I AM REALLY IN NEED OF MOOLA! Especially when I just burn my pocket a full sum of $190 today just to replace the old spectacle I broke myself. Yes, I threw it to the floor out of anger and the one of glass shattered when it hit the ground. A painful lesson learned. Never, ever throw stuffs out of anger because the only consequence you are going to get is to spend unnecessary money to get back the same old one (when it was still workable). Well, a commendable thing I did was that I went to make the spectacle myself. Initially, I was afraid to go to the shop alone but in the end, I did. It may sounds stupid to you but it was an independent achievement to me. Tata! | ||
credits: Weheartit ,
Famfamfam ,
Fivepointstarapart ,
After the heist ,
Vintage backgrounds ,
Piano Room ,
Requiem for a dream ,
designer .
linkages:anna delise emily evelyn erinnalin felicia hui fang jane luan luan melissa meieng mimi pearlyn peipei seraphine sophia sufyan tania wyin cookie cutter cotton on colledge fashion soon lee sarah's loft sticky laissezfaire picnik fasheccentric story of bing |
