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 HatredAll in my mind was 'WHY NOBODY IS HELPING ME WHEN I HAD TO WASH UP ALL THESE STUFFS SPREAD WITH THE VOMIT'. I wondered and I flared. WHY AM I THE ONE ALWAYS VACUUMING/MOPPING THE FLOOR, WASHING WEEKEND CLOTHES ON MY BACK TO HOME DAY, CLEANING EVERYTHING, DOING THESE DOING THAT, MAKING FULL COMMITMENT AT THE AGE OF 22. WHY (LOTS OF THINGS JUST RAN THROUGH MY MIND, remembered how much I suffered and pushing blames to people didn't help me now and the past) Now I am going back to study tomorrow. I hope things will be better. I know for sure my life will be tough. I know sacrifices had to make. I just wish to be happy. But it's not simple. Not ever since when I started a responsibility, I had to face new environment, new human r/s challenges, new commitments and coping with time. And I realized that retail therapy helps and cooking. But retail therapy was too much that I got a warning (which I should was told to control). I hope that keeping shrimps (adopted from DD) will lighten myself up especially with my favorite Christmas moss. And note to self: talk nicely instead of commanding |
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